whatamigonnado??

Been spending days in the "Laboratory" as Miss Josi calls it;

my babies at my feet with their trains and animals.

Me at the craft table surrounded by a conglomeration 

of tissue paper, peanuts, and red striped straws.

We are playing circus, you know??

The baby shower we are throwing is in 

just a couple of days.

So of course here I sit at the computer.

I had to take a break. 

My brain sometime scares me.

Tonight I considered making a paper garland of elephants. 

Finally had to stop and have a little talk with myself.

(Which happens frequently 

only I pretend that I am talking to 

one of the many children in my midst.)

The other day I went to the store by myself.

And had a discussion to the imaginary child over which 

shampoo to buy.  I didn't even notice how that might

appear until someone kindly noted that I was 

talking to myself.

Thanks Carol! ;0)

but I digress...

So the self help talk concerning circus obsession 

went something like this:

"GIRL!  HELLO! GET A GRIP!!!!

You have approximately 

48 hours to 

get 

this 

done!!

FOCUS!! 

To which I reply:

"HOLY MOLY!! 

YOU ARE RIGHT!!

WHATAMIGONNADO???

Mmmm look at these cool popcorn 

party favors!!! 

I should totally make those too!"